There are days when I have so much to say and no one to hear
There are days when I have nothing to speak but few to listen
It’s been 70 weeks since I started posting every week on Saturday at 1000 hours.
But as I enter 71st week, I am having serious thoughts on quitting writing every week. At times I sit and stare at my screen for few minutes before I decide to skip it for now and decide to do something else.
On other days, I want to speak of diverse topics from money to lifestyle, India to Indians, algorithms and psychology and a lot more. But as I type this, I am doing it just to show up.
I write this with a deep misery somewhere inside speaking to me about doing nothing. Frankly, I have now started to see this newsletter as a burden.
I understand it does not matter and I’d have stopped writing weekly with no one caring. Regardless, I send one more this week just to buy time. Just to decide if I’d close it next week, I am buying another week.
Maybe I’ll hit #1000 weeks and still say the same. Maybe there will be no #72!
Who knows? Who cares?
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